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Friday, April 20, 2007
It is hidden in the dark
I'm trying but I'm nothing but a failure. I always tried to find my place here where people told me I belong. I tried to be good but found it was futile. No matter what I do I will always be the bad guy, the dissonant, the fallen angel, the black sheep among the flock, whatever you want to call it.I don't care if they can read this! Who gives a DAMN! Damn all those people who constantly tried to make my life miserable! Damn all those people whom I always tried to please but didn't care. Damn all those people who made me post this entry.I promised myself that I will never be emotional. I always tried to suppress my emotions. I constantly hid them, beneath those smiles, beneath those happy faces, beneath those jokes. But underneath this happy person is another one, another persona only few or even no one recognizes.I never asked for anything but those that I need. I never asked for anything that I know I can never have. I never tried to compare myself to others. But here you are constantly accusing me of whom I am not. And here you are asking me to be someone I am not.DAMN ALL YOU people. Again, I don't care if anyone can read this. I don't CARE! I will not even try to care for you people.... If you're asking for it, you'll definitely get it...... him who is without sin cast the first stone
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Pogssz
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I'm an Orcom Major, trying to cope with all the stress life is offering right now. Studying at UP is really stressful, especially when you're surrounded by really good students, and I really mean GOOD.
But being in a degree program which is known by a very few number of people is MORE stressful.
"Ano yung orcom?"
"MassComm ba yun?"
"None-quota course yun diba?"
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!
I'm really tired of answering those type of questions, and don't dare to say orGcom in front of me! because it's ORCOM! orGcom is the course in the green school, its ORCOM for us! By the way, this course originated in UP-Manila here in the Philippines, then some "other" school noticed how the degree program produced AMAZING alumni and decided to also offer the course in their school. For the benefit of those people who are really bothered of what Organizational Communication is, well it's "the process of creating and exchanging messages within a network of interdependent relationships to cope with environmental uncertainties." (Goldhaber, 1990)
Enough about my course. I am also a frustrated musician. It has always been my dream to play the harp, the violin, or the saxophone, but I guess they would always remain to be dreams. Most of the time, I'm a jolly person, I don't even think that making friends is very hard at all. (Wow yabang ko! kala mo maraming friends)
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