Thursday, April 26, 2007
A Letter to my friends
I sent an email to friends just a little while ago. I consider my blog readers (if there are any) as my friends, so I will also post it here. This is just a summary of what has happened to me, my OJT endeavors, and my progress report. Medyo "bloggish" din naman yung pagkakasulat ko.
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Subject:
I envy you guys! Yes! I envy you! Wahahahaha!
Message:
Hanggang ngayon naglalatak pa rin ako. Kawayan niyo na lang ako sa graduation niyo. I'm happy for you guys; you will soon be out of the university, pero ako mga two more years pa (at least). Wala pa rin akong OJT. Suicidal na ko. Bugnutin na ko. Lahat ng tao dito sa bahay inaaway ko palagi. Kain na lang ako nang kain. Patabaing baboy lang ako dito. Magbebenta na lang ako ng laman. AY! Taba pala. HUhuhuhuhuhuhuhu!
Lau - hindi ko na tinuloy yung SMART. Ewan ko kung bakit.
Shane - di na talaga ma-reach. Patext-text pa. Sosyal na, mayaman pa, laging may pang-text.
Arra - sorry, hindi ko pinapakinggan advices mo. (taba ba? C db?)
--ayan nabobobo na naman ako. Kaya siguro walang tumatanggap sa 'kin.
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Progress Report:
Shane, naaalala mong nagpasa tayo ng resume sa isang mining company? Tinawagan nila ako, pinapapunta ako bukas, PUBLIC AFFAIRS daw. Kaso naman pinagdadala ako ng write-ups ko. ano ba naman 'yon? Buburahin ko na 'to sa isipan ko. Ayoko magsulat. Pagkatapos ng mga panlalait ni Barry, never ko na talagang kinonsider ang career path na 'to.
Dominguez Marketing Communication - kila Maita ba 'to?! Wahahaha! PR firm siya, interview ko din bukas. Mukhang maganda rin siya, client nila yung HP
Philippines, more on IT stuff yung clients nila. Di ko nga lang alam kung ano gagawin ko dun.
AGATEP ASSOCIATION! Ito yung sobrang pinag-ppray ko dati pa. Sumagot na sila. PR firm di 'to.
Ilan sa mga clients nila: Pony, GSK.. hay naku, nakalimutan ko na yung iba. AT.. ito pa pala! PURINA! siguro pag natanggap ako, dun sa PURINA ako iaasign. PangBABOY! Pero sa May 7 pa ako. Sabi niya, "I'll interview you shortly, then you ca start right away" May 7 pa. kinompute ko, aabot pa ko ng first week ng June. Pwede pa naman yun no?
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Next week maglalatak lang ako. Not actually maglalatak. Sasama ko ng Camp sa church.
"Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, and ALL these things shall be added unto you" Matt 6:33
Sabi rin sa susunod na verse "take no thought for the morrow, for the morrow shall take thought of itself"
I know God has BETTER plans for me. This is just a test of Faith. Sorry kung nag-ppreach na ko.
Mahaba na ba masyado? Reply kayo ha.
Miss you guys!
Labrador, James Rey B.
BA Organizational Communication
University of the Philippines, Manila
"The most splendid achievement of all is the constant striving
to surpass yourself and to be worthy of your own approval."
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That's it.
Pogssz
9:30 PM |
Friday, April 20, 2007
It is hidden in the dark
I'm trying but I'm nothing but a failure. I always tried to find my place here where people told me I belong. I tried to be good but found it was futile. No matter what I do I will always be the bad guy, the dissonant, the fallen angel, the black sheep among the flock, whatever you want to call it.I don't care if they can read this! Who gives a DAMN! Damn all those people who constantly tried to make my life miserable! Damn all those people whom I always tried to please but didn't care. Damn all those people who made me post this entry.I promised myself that I will never be emotional. I always tried to suppress my emotions. I constantly hid them, beneath those smiles, beneath those happy faces, beneath those jokes. But underneath this happy person is another one, another persona only few or even no one recognizes.I never asked for anything but those that I need. I never asked for anything that I know I can never have. I never tried to compare myself to others. But here you are constantly accusing me of whom I am not. And here you are asking me to be someone I am not.DAMN ALL YOU people. Again, I don't care if anyone can read this. I don't CARE! I will not even try to care for you people.... If you're asking for it, you'll definitely get it...... him who is without sin cast the first stone
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Pogssz
11:43 PM |
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Panic... Panic... Panic
Right now, I'm simply in a state of panic (as you can read from the title of this post)! It's almost March and I still have nowhere to work for my OJT! It's not that I don't have any choice, I just can't make one. I am facing three scenarios right now.
Number One:
Good Company : SMART
Job Descriptions Sucks : Answer the phone for 2 weeks.. then wait...
OK Schedule : Regular Office Hours... Mon-Fri 9am-6pm
Number Two:
Not so Nice Company : Call Center in Libis Quzon city
Amazing Job Description : Work for HR... Employee and Gov't Relations... this is soooo ORCOM!
Scary Schedule : 2pm to 11pm... mga anong oras na kaya ako makakarating?
Number Three:
Not so Sure about the Company : Travel Agency
OK Job Description : Marketing, Writing for them... Somehow Orcom Related
Ok Schedule (din): Same as Smart
I will really think and pray before I make any decision! I'm giving myself until friday of this week before I make any decision... I hope these companies are still willing to accommodate me!
If you were in my position? What will you choose?
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Due to boredom.. I tried some harry potter sorting quiz. Those that will try to determine what house will you go if you entered hogwarts... I tried two quizzes and got two different results:
Thi first one says I belong to Gryffindor:
be sorted @
nimbo.net---> I don't quite like this house. Maybe because Harry belongs to this house. It has the "
bida" factor with it. Not that I want to be among the antagonists, I just don't like that house...
The second Quiz says I belong to Hufflepuff:
Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?
---> Don't like this house as well! LOYAL? DEPENDABLE? HARDWORKING? I'm not so sure about those descriptions! Wahahaha!
Well, you might want to try these quizzes as well... I'll give you the Links:
Muggle World : Where Do You Belong?Harry Potter : Sorting Quiz
Pogssz
2:39 AM |