Wednesday, December 13, 2006
The feeling of being discriminated... (sad face)
Yesterday, after ng Stat Class namin, nag-gcgchan na naman kami at pumunta sa National Library. Siguro alam naman ng marami sa inyo na madalas talaga akong pumasok nang naka-slippers, or naka-shorts, or sometimes, both. Ano ba namang problema dun? I just don't get the point of dressing-up for school. Will it make you a better listener, or is it easier to understand your lessons if you're wearing nice clothes, or in short, will it make you a better student?
Getting back to my kwento, after eating and consulting a book called
Book of Answers, pumunta na kaming Nat'l Library, not Nat'l Bookstore. OK?! Sa entrance may naka-post dun na yung mga naka-sleeveless bawal pumasok. Wow! hindi naman ako naka-sleeveless, so puwede na akong pumasok. Pero, hindi natapos dun. Bawal ding pumasok dun ang naka-shorts. Oh No! Naka shorts ako. Kung bakit ba naman ngyon ko pa naisipang mag-shorts? Akala ko pwede na akong makapasok, isang violation lang naman eh, but wait there's more pa pala. Ang last item dun, Bawal din ang naka-RUBBER slippers. Take note, RUBBER slippers. Ang galing-galing ko talaga. I violated rule # 2 & 3. Hindi na ako nag-expect na makakapasok pa ako. Alam ko namang ginagawa lang nila manong guard yung job nila. Pero, kung ako lang yung balahurang tipo ng tao, eh patay talaga sila manong sa akin. Pero, wish nga ng mga friends ko na magka finesse ako, and this is the perfect time to show some. So, umupo na lang ako sa labas habang naka-tingin sa kawalan
Pinapasok din kami nila manong guard, pero hanggang first floor lang, para magpagawa ng Library card. Pero thanks to ATE ANNA (ayan ate, naka-all caps pa yung name mo), dahil hinayaan niya akong mag-research kahit mukha akong magsasaka with my outfit. Kaya, masaya na ulit ako. At dahil nasa library kami, ang una naming pinuntahan ay yung canteen nila. Wahahaha! Dun kasi kami nag-plan for our resumé at ng mga things-to-do namin for this christmas vaccation. Pagkatapos nun, nag-research na kami. After that, umuwi na rin kami.
Kailangan ko lang talagang ilabas 'tong feeling na 'to. I just didn't like the feeling of being discriminated, that you are being judged based on what you're wearing, or that equality has no place on earth. (mush.mush.mush) Isa siguro sa mga paniniwala ko yung pag-ignore sa mga people around me, as long as I'm comfortable and confident of myself. You can never make me wear something I don't like. Quit it! I don't care of what the people around me think. Who gives a d***. Hahahaha! Bitter talaga ako? Basta I will still wear my rubber slippers even I look like a magsasaka or a construction worker, I will continue to wear my shorts even people disagree on it, I will continue be myself, regardless of what the people around me think. I just don't care.
Pogssz
3:38 PM |
